“We even boast of our afflictions, knowing that affliction produces endurance, and endurance, proven character, and proven character, hope, and hope does not disappoint, because the love of God has been poured out into our hearts through the Holy Spirit that has been given to us.” Romans 5,3-5
If there is one of the three theological virtues (faith, hope, and love) that the world needs now, it is hope. These virtues are all intertwined in such a way that truly, none could exist or thrive without the assistance of the other two. But hope is what so many of us need and want to cling to these days. This is so, in part, because many of us are struggling with economic woes, tremendous uncertainty because of the virus, injustice which is rampant in our nation and our world, and the despondency which can come with illness. We live in challenging times, to say the least.
Over the past 6 weeks, I have been reminded repeatedly that hope in God will never fail us, because God will never fail us. Through your prayers and your loving support, I have been encouraged to remember that no matter how bleak things are in the present, there is still reason for optimism and a belief that things will get better. You have inspired me to have a deep sense of gratitude – being thankful for the things I have, rather than focusing on my difficulties or problems. I am deeply indebted to you for the outpouring of support you have shown me.
Thursday, June 18th will mark the end of my chemotherapy and radiation treatments. My doctors will then “huddle” and determine whether any more therapy is needed or if we can move ahead to the surgery which was originally planned for back in April. As patients at the clinic mark the end of radiation, they get to ring a ceremonial bell and the staff applauds them and sends them forth. If I may, I’d like to ask you to have a bell of your own ready on Thursday at about 2pm. Let’s let the music of your bells resound with my ringing of the bell at the clinic; let’s make sweet music together!
Finally, one of the other patients at the clinic finished her treatments during my first week of treatments. I was brought to tears as I saw her ring the bell on her way out and as I saw that her face was filled with joy (and relief). Before she departed, she shared a prayer card with me which said: “At the timberline, where the storms strike with the most fury, the sturdiest trees are found.” During the intervening weeks, I have thought of all of you as the sturdy trees at the timberline, protecting me (on the inside) with your cards, prayers, affection, and support. I thank you and I thank God for you!
Fr. Mark
